sighs loudly because my parents are exhausting…..,., it’s just„ well we had such a good day yesterday but of course they have to ruin that too like everything else
And they wonder why im so against marriage n romance n have these weird ass intimacy issues …
voted most likely in high school to be the most prideful, jealous, possessive person on the PLanet
i Disgust mysefl
do you know how exhausting it is to Hold in tears all day everyday for the past couple of months ? to pretend to be happy? its so Fucking tiring
my body wants to break down i can feel it with every muted emotion, every bated breath every quiver of my lip and stifled scream
unscrew the cork. open the flood gate s. theyre stuck, im stuck
i want.. no i need to cry until im dehydrated .
i can only imagine how good that would feel. like a ruined orgasm
"I think that when you have a connection with someone it never really goes away, you know? You snap back to being important to each other, because you still are."
to the ppl who keep asking how ive been, how am i doing, am i ok?:
is my silence not a loud enough answer? how dyou think?
im awful. im sorry if i ddont want to talk about school or my parents or work or anything im not in a very happy place right now please be understanding
how would you ffeel? honestly.