drinking alone in the dark isnt as depressing as i thought it would be. its pretty chill tb h

On the Flip Side doe:

Having friends again is super Cool

sighs loudly because my parents are exhausting…..,., it’s just„ well we had such a good day yesterday but of course they have to ruin that too like everything else

And they wonder why im so against marriage n romance n have these weird ass intimacy issues …

voted most likely in high school to be the most prideful, jealous, possessive person on the PLanet 

i Disgust mysefl

do you know how exhausting it is to Hold in tears all day everyday for the past couple of months ? to pretend to be happy? its so Fucking tiring

my body wants to break down i can feel it with every muted emotion, every bated breath every quiver of my lip and stifled scream 

unscrew the cork. open the flood gate s. theyre stuck, im stuck

i want.. no i need to cry until im dehydrated . 

i can only imagine how good that would feel. like a ruined orgasm

Things I excel at

+making my best friend cry/feel unloved/think i hate them

"I think that when you have a connection with someone it never really goes away, you know? You snap back to being important to each other, because you still are."

.., :-)

to the ppl who keep asking how ive been, how am i doing, am i ok?:

is my silence not a loud enough answer? how dyou think? 

im awful. im sorry if i ddont want to talk about school or my parents or work or anything im not in a very happy place right now please be understanding 

how would you ffeel? honestly.

anguished ha;f monster half human voice: whats HAPPENING TO ME ?!